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ballistik (0:08)
1 year ago 0 + -I'm so frustrated @ life right now... I wish my Cody would get better soon... I'm really sad right now...
ballistik (0:38)
1 year ago 0 + -Somehow this cigarette makes me feel like everythings gonna be okay...
ballistik (0:15)
1 year ago 0 + -It's so hard being strong 24/7 for him...I just wish he would get better and it would all go away...
ballistik (0:45)
1 year ago 0 + -I'm going on a Slim Fast Optima diet next week ;-) I'm real excited about that...
ballistik (0:23)
1 year ago 0 + -Had a long day @ work. Still kinda tired from it all...
ballistik (0:29)
1 year ago 0 + -Just woke up from a 2 hour cat nap... Thankfully, Cody's mom made us an excellent dinner complete with chocolate pie! That would cheer anyone up... ;-)
ballistik (0:55)
1 year ago 0 + -Did I tell you that Cody might lose his job? He might be forced to go on unpaid leave next week and have to pay for his own insurance out of pocket, so he might have to quit in order to get disability or unemployment... *sad* It's been 2 months already...
ballistik (1:03)
1 year ago 0 + -It's especially crazy to think that since he has some of the best insurance in the world... Even better than mine... It kind of scares me a little... considering I had cancer once, if I ever get it again I might be screwed lik him...
ballistik (1:12)
1 year ago 0 + -But I must think positive... I think it'll be okay... With all the wonderful friends in our lives, how could it not be?
ballistik (1:22)
1 year ago 0 + -Oh, god. I need coffee.
ballistik (1:28)
1 year ago 0 + -That *really* *really* itched!!
ballistik (1:42)
1 year ago 0 + -I *really* hope that everything turns out okay next week... Cody's surgery... I want my man back to 100%. It's so hard for him to be so strong, I know...
ballistik (1:17)
1 year ago 0 + -About to listen to some music... Churning up Last.Fm webpage... In the mood for some OMD...
ballistik (1:33)
1 year ago 0 + -Not really happy about my physical appearance as of late... my health isn't at its best. Gonna start working out again. Real soon. I just feel blarghhh...
ballistik (1:51)
1 year ago 0 + -Need to stay hopeful... Need to stay focused... Need to get off my lazy ass and make stuff happen...
ballistik (1:59)
1 year ago 0 + -I really do think that everything will turn out alright. Need to go to a Doctor myself. My right thigh is still numb for some apparent reason. Can't explain why. Need to go see a Doctor too...
ballistik (2:07)
1 year ago 0 + -Oh! One of my friends are online! YAY ;-) HELLO...