Viddler

No, i didn't quit the project...
I thought about it for a second but i can't. And actually my depression didn't have anything to do with the project itself. But still it's a part of me and so, sometimes, i have to use this possibility for a relief.... and it helped to put some of the pain into the video.
I did not want to hurt anyone or be disturbing in any way and tried not to make it look so hard. But it had to be extreme to work for me, you know? Inside... Some of you will understand.
I wanted to stay away for a few days, not in the mood to make videos and show myself, my face, talk about anything...felt ashamed... But i decided to publish last days videos today cause it's getting more and more work, and i didn't want to wait any longer to show i'm thankful and i appreciate your questions, mails, directs, calls and comments.

I'm NOT dwelling in this shit any longer and thanks to all of you, good music, the sun that finally came out and my unbroken will to move on I can see the colors outside again. Sounds weak and sissyish but it's what i feel...

Special thank you for showing that you care to ma (sherry), nancy (twelvetwentynine), micha (t2helsinki), dunja (snoqualmi), armin (starscream), micha (michael wand), tracy, uwe (u-schi), bjrn (boerge30), henriette (mackey), jenny (moyashi), Majoran and of course Ina!!

funny thing about this one as well, i first recorded my voice without the music. then searched for some nice background music, and found this angels & airwaves song. just dragged it to garage band and it perfectly matched, even the "drumrolls", the louder parts fit in my talking pauses... :)
then, i added the video impressions to sort of fit to the spoken words... i like the result :)
sometimes i'm lucky with such things...